what if one day, your doctor broke the last news that you ever wanted to hear on earth: Labels: what awaits us after death
"you're only left with 10 days.."
next, my qns is : "what are you planning to do?"
go and try all the food that you have not tried before?
go and tour the places you always wanted to go?
do some final preparations for your family and friends?
well.., i tell you.
all the above i had mentioned. will only be applicable to people like us- something that is so not real.
if "you're only left with 10 days.." is something real,
eating and touring would prolly be the last thing you wanna do!
if it's real, i think all of us will answer- i dunno.
cause we would all be engulfed by fear.
the fear of death.
seriously, as human beings, we will all first go through a denial stage.
refuse to accept the fact...
will try all means to prove that it's wrong.
go confirm with other doctors etc..
however, yes means yes. no means no.
the truth will not change!
then how? when we know the heartless truth,
we feel angry.
"why?! why is it me?! what wrong have I done?! WHY ME??!"
after venting out our anger and frustrations,
we break down.
we feel sorrowful..
if our life was not well spent, we would start to regret..
haiz. that's whye.
i dun wan to feel even a bit of regret on my deathbed.
i dun wan to start to regret i didnt try this didnt do that when i'm lying on my bed, motionlessly.
regret is awful.. i dun wan any regrets!
that's why i'm going all out even though i running out of blood now. haha. all drained by my school work etc etc!
i must not give in to my weaker self!
JY!
