"you'll only see the rainbow after the rain..."
then, i ask, if my rainbow's coming after yesterday's heavy downpour?


i know. it's such a small thing.
yet, i do not even have the courage to switch on my hp.
i was super... afraid?
i do not wanna face the same disappointment again.
i do not know when i started to behave like this.
but now i know. it's more than a crush.

to recieve msges frm ya a day became a habit.
this sudden change is a bit... unexpected?
if you just wanna fling w me,
im here to say sorry im not that type of girl.


thanks girls, for the night ytd.
really really thank you.
i cant imagine how i'm gonna spend my long and lonely night yesterday, if not for you girls.
really. the night before was already awful.
if you girls wouldnt here last night, i think everyone's gonna see a super emo Reb. lols.


anyway, it's really funny.
after Win left, we were hugging and tearing to sleep together.
haha. so what the hell.
still, thanks alot, baby! ^^


"winter will always turn to spring."
my spring would not be far since im experiencing winter now..
spent the past 1 wk of hols totally on my own, w fwens n mum.
for the 2nd wk, im gonna recharge myself.
gonna devote my tym to kofu, to complete my PP and to revise my work!
jiayou reb! YOU CAN DO IT! (: